1. |
self love
02:03
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u say u hate yrself
well i hate myself too
dont wanna say we'll hate ourselves together
lets find self love together
lets find self love together!!
cuz nothins better than loving yrself together
nothins better
i wanna travel the world with you
i wanna travel the world with you
i wanna travel the world with you
and go to the places where we dont know
and i dont think that i would mind
going to the worst of places
as long as yr by my side
i think we can survive
and i want you to love me
and i want me to love me
and i want to love you
and i want you to love you
cuz nothins better than loving yrself together
nothings better
than loving yrself!
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2. |
i am trans
02:14
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i can feel your transphobia in my bones
and it's shaken me to the core
and it's eating alive
im so sick of being told
what to do with my body
n im so sick of being told
how to dress myself
u'd think i'd know who i am
and u'd think i know what i am
u sit here n tell me off
say i cant be a boy
i like so-called "girly things"
what the fuck is a "girly thing"?
why does everything have to be so gendered
just because i am trans
but if i were a cis boy
i'd be fighting gender roles with my skirts and pretty dresses
but since i am trans i am fake
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3. |
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i am so mentally ill
and i know it's not my fault
that i want to kill myself
it's just my mental illness
and i know that people can't handle me
and i know that i can't handle me
it's balls
i'm my own worst enemy
i didn't ask for this shit
i didn't ask to be fucked up
i didn't ask to be mentally ill
and i wish i could go a day without wanting to kill myself
and i wish i could go a day without wanting to slit my wrists
and i wish i could be happy
and i wish i could be happy
but it seems like that just isn't my life
and that's fine
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4. |
without you
02:18
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(is my chest burning because i miss you or is it because my antidepressants got stuck in my throat again)
spending my days with people who arent you
im finding i am happier
im doing just fine
yr absence really hurts
but not as bad as yr presence
im doing just fine without you
and thats what really hurts
im finding i am happier with people who arent you
people yr jealousy kept me from
isolate me, monopolize me, i'm only yours
i never ever wanted to be for your eyes only
im doing just fine without you
you, you
doing just fine without you
im doing just fine without you
am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i doing just fine without you
im doing just fine without you
im doing just fine without you
i think less and less about you
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5. |
i cant//im lost
01:40
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you said you couldn't lose me
because you would lose yourself if you lost me
and just like that -
i was lost in your love
the love that lost
and god oh god we tore
we tore apart like the seams on my sweater when they just could not take it anymore
just like how you couldnt take it
and just like how i cant take this
i cant take the feeling of my own skin knowing that youve touched every inch of it and kissed every freckle and scar that i have
i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant
i cant take feeling when all i feel is you
and now im lost
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6. |
suicidal thoughts
00:54
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do you ever wish that you could die
do you ever with that you could bleed it all out
do you ever wish that it would end
do you ever wish that you'd get hit by a bus
i think about it more than you know
i wish i were okay
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waste kid California
hi
i want to be a good artist some day
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